lonliness

Only in loneliness,
I am lonely
I am empty
Only in loneliness,
I am detached
With false feel of attached
Only in loneliness,
I talk to liver & non- liver
As I find thy nowhere
Only in loneliness,
I find them as absent
And me myself present
Only in loneliness,
I get upset, cry and unhappy
But, I get close to myself and get happy
Only in loneliness
I am thrown and independent
But, I am fortunate that I am not dependant
This is my loneliness
The force to explore myself
Which I have lost amongst the everyself
In this rat race,
I miss my loneliness
While we share our selfishness

I really want to be lonely
And want to explore that strength madly

Because,
Only in loneliness,

I am in tune with my inner
And I am not the share of the other